We are Mutants

We are Mutants

I watch. A lot. I have this gift/burden to see your truth, your bottom line. I don’t know why because often I feel I’m out of my lane, unwelcome. Learning to stay in my lane has been very helpful yet I feel like I’m ignoring a part of me that is a...
Who’s Your Lighthouse?

Who’s Your Lighthouse?

I had a wonderful day yesterday with family and friends. Part of what made the day so beautiful is a very powerful realization. I’ll explain. Little Leo is still in the NICU. I’m not worried. I’ve walked this path with Chay as a 28 week preemie 25...
Do You Like Yourself?

Do You Like Yourself?

I received a message this morning. Now, I’m crying. These messages have come steadily over the last 5 years. They always shock me when I read them. I don’t always share them. I’m sharing this one minus the personal message to me. She wrote: Hello...
Fear of Grief

Fear of Grief

I went to a workshop called Grieving with The Work of Byron Katie. Powerful. Helpful. For me, it turns out it was incomplete. Maybe I missed a message? I love The Work. You might need to click on that link for this next statement to make sense. A worksheet isn’t...
My Ketamine Infusion Results #1

My Ketamine Infusion Results #1

My last treatment of 6 was the 19th of February. I highly suggest you read my blog posts that detail each treatment. They say those around the patient often notice changes before the patient notices. I doubted that but after last night I don’t. We were packing...