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Ketamine Infusion Treatment Follow Up #7
It's Wednesday. My last treatment was Monday. I'm here to report. This treatment was the least pleasurable. I opened my eyes several times. I fought off preceived evil at one point. I won the fight so everything is good. On a good note, I was less nauseated...
read moreSix Weeks Later…Ketamine Infusion Treatment #7
My 7th ketamine infusion after my last one 6 weeks ago.
read moreFear of Grief
I went to a workshop called Grieving with The Work of Byron Katie. Powerful. Helpful. For me, it turns out it was incomplete. Maybe I missed a message? I love The Work. You might need to click on that link for this next statement to make sense. A worksheet isn't meant...
read moreMy Ketamine Infusion Results #1
Results of my Ketamine Infusion Treatments
read moreMy Ketamine Infusion Treatment #6
6th and final Ketamine treatment.
read moreMy Ketamine Infusion Treatment #5
Long story short, I was diagnosed with ADHD at age 5. Folks, I'm 56. That was 51 years ago NOT when it was popular. My mom didn't put me on medication and she didn't follow up by teaching me coping strategies either. Needless to say, school was a disaster for me. I...
read moreMy Ketamine Infusion Treatment #4 (Part 2 Abandonment)
I'm starting this blog post two days post-treatment #4. I had such a significant breakthrough yesterday, I wanted to post it separately. Even though there are 60 years of medical ketamine use, there are only about 10 to 15 years of its use in mental health settings....
read moreMy Ketamine Infusion Treatment #4
I'm having my 4th treatment at 3:30 pm today. I wanted to report on how I've done this week. It's been a week since my last treatment. This report isn't all fluffy and nice. I've had a hard week. I started off angry. I don't like to be angry. Yet, there it was. I was...
read moreMy Ketamine Infusion Treatment #3
The day of treatment number three. I eat. I grab a bluetooth speaker for the playlist I created last night. I have been warned to only use instramental music. I listen to the songs on the way to my treatment. I remove a couple of songs because they seem too jarring....
read moreMy Ketamine Infusion Treatment #2
Here I sit, 6 hours after my treatment still feeling ever so slightly high. I should probably explain here... Full disclosure - as a teenager, I dabbled, no, I dove into and lounged in the deep end of the drug pool. My drugs of choice were LSD, cocaine, mushrooms,...
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