by Laura | Aug 1, 2020 | Blog
You’ve Lost Your Child To Suicide Shock. Pain. Denial. Shock. Thank goodness for shock. That moment when I knew my baby girl was gone. I have no words to describe ‘it’. ‘It?’ What is ‘it’? I’ll try to explain. It’s... 
by Laura | May 30, 2020 | Blog
I had a dream last night. I was with a group of people some of which were young teenage girls. We were at a summer type retreat in Springville, Utah, by the Virgin River. There was one girl in particular that suffered with PTSD due to a near-drowning experience. We... 
by Laura | Nov 22, 2019 | Blog
Got a desperate message last night from a person that helped me after Hannah’s suicide. Her adult child has been threatening suicide for a long time and last night it felt closer than ever. What hit so hard last night was her admonition that if he goes, so does... 
by Laura | Oct 6, 2019 | Blog
Do I blame someone, anyone for Hannah’s suicide? If we blame one person for anyone’s suicide, then it opens the door to blame… across the board. NO! NO! NO! NO! Blame is a roadblock to healing for everyone! I agree that we may experience that in our... 
by Laura | Aug 28, 2019 | Blog
I watch. A lot. I have this gift/burden to see your truth, your bottom line. I don’t know why because often I feel I’m out of my lane, unwelcome. Learning to stay in my lane has been very helpful yet I feel like I’m ignoring a part of me that is a... 
by Laura | Aug 19, 2019 | Blog
I took my husbands phone in order to expedite our camping trip departure. He agreed to the arragement. He is almost always on the phone. As a matter of fact, it’s the first morning of our camping trip and he’s off in the trees talking on his phone. But I...