Six Weeks Later…Ketamine Infusion Treatment #7

Six Weeks Later…Ketamine Infusion Treatment #7

I’m going in for a 7th treatment today. I fought this because I wanted to be in that high percentile of who those who only need 6 treatments. I’m not. I’ve gained an incredible amount of stability and peace from the first 6 treatments. I’ll do...
Fear of Grief

Fear of Grief

I went to a workshop called Grieving with The Work of Byron Katie. Powerful. Helpful. For me, it turns out it was incomplete. Maybe I missed a message? I love The Work. You might need to click on that link for this next statement to make sense. A worksheet isn’t...
My Ketamine Infusion Results #1

My Ketamine Infusion Results #1

My last treatment of 6 was the 19th of February. I highly suggest you read my blog posts that detail each treatment. They say those around the patient often notice changes before the patient notices. I doubted that but after last night I don’t. We were packing...
My Ketamine Infusion Treatment #6

My Ketamine Infusion Treatment #6

My last treatment. I’m sad. I may be smiling but if you look closely, you can see the sadness. Here I sit in my big comfy chair. If you’ve been follwing my blog, you’ll notice I replaced the word ‘the’ with the word ‘my’?...

Regrets

After Hannah completed suicide, I had all sorts of questions. Did I do enough? Did I love her enough? Did I find the right counselors? Did I expect too much of her? Was she punishing me? Was our, my husband and my, relationship issues to blame? Did other people know...