We are Mutants

We are Mutants

I watch. A lot. I have this gift/burden to see your truth, your bottom line. I don’t know why because often I feel I’m out of my lane, unwelcome. Learning to stay in my lane has been very helpful yet I feel like I’m ignoring a part of me that is a...
Ketamine Spray

Ketamine Spray

The After Story Let’s get one thing straight. What I’m about to share is my experience with ketamine spray not es-ketamine a derivative created by Johnson and Johnson labeled as Spravato. Nope. Not Spravato. It’s been about 5 months since I finished...
Do You Like Yourself?

Do You Like Yourself?

I received a message this morning. Now, I’m crying. These messages have come steadily over the last 5 years. They always shock me when I read them. I don’t always share them. I’m sharing this one minus the personal message to me. She wrote: Hello...
Ketamine Infusion Treatment Follow Up #7

Ketamine Infusion Treatment Follow Up #7

It’s Wednesday. My last treatment was Monday. I’m here to report. This treatment was the least pleasurable. I opened my eyes several times. I fought off preceived evil at one point. I won the fight so everything is good. On a good note, I was less...
Six Weeks Later…Ketamine Infusion Treatment #7

Six Weeks Later…Ketamine Infusion Treatment #7

I’m going in for a 7th treatment today. I fought this because I wanted to be in that high percentile of who those who only need 6 treatments. I’m not. I’ve gained an incredible amount of stability and peace from the first 6 treatments. I’ll do...